Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I LOVE U DECEMBER


Don't feel like am able to write. All the words are getting locked up in ma mind. Feels like I’ve got long way to go...............
I'm just too lazy to write now. The only reason why I'm filling up the gap is that I don't like the page to be blank. Each day is a memory and not filling up the blog for one day (or atleast once a week) makes me feel that I’ve missed a chance to revisit ma life at some point in the future.
What I really need now is some peace of mind. I know it’s hard to find any. Just a break from ma daily routine of hurry Barry to little more relaxing one, it is the truth i am loosing up. Now it’s hard to recollect how I multi-tasked things, sometimes missing out, energy I felt and those busy but cheerful moments.............
December is here, Jingles started sounding and am preparing for Christmas. I already started decorating ma house for Christmas, Would like to make a crib in the front. Christmas time is always something I love. But this time will miss my bro…
I started December by a camp at Nilumbur, Malappuram, where I did camping to learn Participatory Rural Appraisal, as a part of my social work training. It is a beautiful place to go for outing. Camping was superb, but don’t want to remember last hours when I was molested by Mr. Fever and was down. The days before that at camp was awesome, I enjoyed many moments starting from mock social mapping. I can’t forget those three group games conducted by our teachers. Hope the whole group enjoyed. The best thing that I enjoyed was the Team efforts. One day ma team worked until 3 am. It was the best time I had at camp. Saw people supporting each other and completing the duties at time.
If not, the people around me, I would have lost ma dreams and the will long before. At each stage of ma life I had people, giving me a hand to hold on to and I can't thank them enough. Life at Sanskrit University is also proving the same. Had some good friends in the beginning and when the relationship slow downed now I have new ones. Thank god.
It is always sad to remember that after five months all these birds will flyaway to their own destination. Each of us must start doing things to make rest of the days ‘cherishable’. Adieu…

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