HOPE!!!

That gorgeous wind just passed me, fueling the stove of feelings in ma heart. It’s on fire for last few years. Let it burn till the last drop of oil.
Grand ma broke her leg couple of days ago. It is changing the whole scenario. It is something that I never expected. She is weak now. O god, make her days beautiful.
You need confidence to come up with something innovative and the real part of preserving. It was there in me when I started giving life to youth movement at my parish; but now I doubt I have… Anyway I think I have done something, now youth movement is almost four months old in its new avatar. May god has a plan now. It has a list of programs. So I have “hope”…

RETROSPECTION

“And God saw everything that he had made, and behold, it was very good.” -Genesis 1:31.
Everything god made is good, but it doesn’t mean everything is perfect. God made both light and darkness. He created humans in his own image, but with limitations. No exception for me too. I’m full of flaws. I do bad and promise myself that it won’t happen next time. But when Mr. Temptation comes, am failing to be assertive. That happened last two times… that I wish, those moments just glide past me. It is something that I despise, turning into something, that I'm scared to gaze into. This ‘me’ is someone I don't recognize, someone with fake smiles and someone who pretends he knows everything even when he knows deep down inside that the soil beneath his legs is fast disappearing. Today I think those moments were wrong. But this is the harsh reality of life. Just when you feel you had gone wrong, you realize that it’s too late to turn back and do an alt+clt+dlt. right now I’m sandwiched between yet another junction...can't move in either way...trapped.... congested.... tired.... i try to be as flexible as possible... still it’s not that easy, allowing yourself to be manipulated… living out life is sometimes dangerous..... Give me some break from all the hell… Life is a big sad joke… O god pls come for ma help…

O' my Valentine

SHAKING!!!

Reminiscence of a hand shake I got on last Christmas night is still making waves in ma heart. We do shake hands when we meet someone. But the hand shake I talk about is not the usual one. It is different, different enough to make long lasting effect in ma mind. Why it is long lasting? Am I out of LOC now? Is it going towards another 397…? No idea about the future. What I know is, it was something lovable for me.