let me sleep...

Couldn't have done it any better.Want some good reason that can force my inner self to calm down.An aim?a reason to hang on?.I was the hero of some pathetic romantic movie today or you can say i acted like one.Don't wanna walk back and feel like i have done something wrong,just few missed calls.A small help for the mobile operator won't hurt right?.When I'm frustrated i speak a lot and I'm talking whole lot off nonsense now. Its genuine tears rolling down ma cheeks,its true that my heart is aching.Yeah I'm a hypocrite!!!and such people don't need any company.I'm sick and tired of forgetting.Why do i have to depend on other people for ma happiness?I need sleep,something that can doze of my consciousness,something that will stop this pain deep inside.I'm done with the numerous panicky calls.Good nite peeps,for the the night is just starting for me !!!

Life is a bitch sometimes…

She is asking me a number of questions for last couple of months. Now I am totally weak answering questions one by one. That’s true buddies nowadays am facing a really difficult part of my life. I am nervous now, bcoz am afraid she still has questions for me in her pocket.
Last couple of weeks ago I saw a research baby. But it was so huge that I got scared of it. It gave me many nights of insomnia. Earlier data collection made me show signs of illness and later part of dissertation made me sick. I am totally fed up now.
My efforts to garnish last days at college with fun also went wrong. As a result, I got a very bad remark on me by someone I like. It was on the day of first internal xam. I don’t think now am totally fit to go for my externals.
There are only a few things to rejoice. First one is that my bro is back at home after successfully completing his training at Leela, Kovalam. We were compelled to welcome him with an ordinary dish, as it was ‘Free from flesh’ days for all of us at home. Next one is assurance of a stimulus pack for me from dad’s bro. It gave me some relief from ma worries. Thank god! O’ how can I forget to tell about my first interview?? I got selected. But I regret I was unable to take a decision in the given time. So I had to drop the offer letter.
And that is how nowadays I am swimming in this large ocean called LIFE. May god bless all of us.