Thanq Guysssssssssss!

Here is the time to put my writing genes to some good use. There are multiple things that i want to talk about, laced with descriptive view and as i sit here, typing away half baked ideas i wonder....what exactly i wanted to write about? About Life? Well, NO people learn through their experiences and there is no way a 23 year old can impart worldly wisdom. Okay let me whine few things about my latest birthday…

First and foremost thank you all for the kind wishes on my birthday…let me take this post to talk about few names who stood for me all these 8401 days… my parents, my brother and relatives, without whom, I would not have been able to reach this critical point in my life. Their numerous sacrifices, stern guidance, endless patience, and unequivocal support have allowed me to overcome the multitude of the educational and life challenges that crossed my path. In addition, I would also like to thank my dearest friends for being there for me during the most difficult and challenging times of my life.

Last, but certainly not least, I would like to thank the Almighty God the most benevolent and most merciful, for making my dream come true.

Special Thanks to my chweeeet Ammoos Who gave me a magnificent gift, I ever had!

Let me commit to memory a few names of the wishers!

My Family Unit

Deena Joseph
Ishitha E.K.

Varun paul

Thomson Varghese

Edison Varghese

Linoj Thomas

Jesmi Joseph

Shanavas TA

Rajesh P.R.

Shijo Devassy

Antony Jinoy Kayyalakam

George

Reshma

Geetha K.G.

Dijo Babu

Anumol Thomas

Toney Joy

Sudhi Thankappan

Mrs. Seena Abraham

Sanu Balan

Anas Marayam

Naveen

Vino George

Reubin Daniel

Jimlet George

Remya

Riya

Louis Thomas

Arun Narayanan

Tresa Mary Varghese

Domu....

John Paul Augustine

Vinu Prasad Ravindran

Sivaja Nair

Kannan

Anil

Aswathy Ramachandran

Albin Joseph

Anju

Jomon

Sonu Suvid

Amal Eappen

Midhun M.K.

Anna J. Pynadath

Ramanadhan

Blessy Ann John

Sebin Devassy

Anoop Joseph

Sudish Jose

Kailasnath S.

Ajeesh Kashamkulam

Prashanth Tomy

Bony fas Victor

Madhu Sankar

Fr. Regi Augustine

Fr. Francis Menachery

Fr. James Varghese

Antony M.O.

Jojo Thomas

Aju Varghese

Onam plus Italian Lessons

Hai miei cari amici, Sono così felice di scriverti il mio compleanno! O sorry it’s Italian… and it means, “Hai my dear friends, I am so happy to write to you on my birthday!” Few minutes ago I was talking to Poula…So that’s why tongue dropped Romans language… Poula is a 83 year old lady from Rome, Italy… she was dreaming about a vaction in the largest democracy… so we added her to our family… everybody is  happy to be with her… even though she sleeps at a nearby hotel… she will be ready at our doorstep every morning… with a smile and a big Ciao (Hallo)… and spends rest of the day with our family… For all of us at home its time to taste the language of Romans…
It’s so beautiful to be alive these days… Had lots of joy, fun and also tears… It was a hard decision for me… but atlast I said Quit… hmm now am free and wants to move on…
Onam this time was superb… Organized two day celebrations at parish by name Onanilavu ’10 under the banner of Youth Movement… for the first time in ma life I visited all those family units in ma parish and talked to them… Dad’s brothers are also here on their vacation… its great to see ma sisters after almost a year…Memories of Lunch on Onam day and dinner on the next day fills my mouth with water… Alas! Onam Days are gone…:(
I am 23 now and today am having a voluntary free day… This year I got good birthday Holidays… A wonderful mallout on Thursday and on yesterday we were in an amusement park… wowwwwwwwww………………… It was awesome…. O’ its time to say bye… will be back with more soon! A presto!

LAMENTATIONS

Eyes are wet… that’s sure… how should I ventilate these painful feelings… heart is aching… no idea where should I move towards… its eazy to say quit but I am scared to do that, considering the responses life has given me these days… I am not calling anyone responsible for these situations…. Its life and I should face it… But one thing is sure now… nobody is with me…. People who I loved… cared… and gave a hand when they were in the pit. In other words am just alone…
I am not reading books, not watching TV, even not calling anyone… I am just finding myself inside those four walls of my room… sitting in the corner… facing down…my right hand supporting the chin… and chanting ‘darkness is comfortable’…